ohmercyme221 replied to your post: ohmercyme221 replied to your post: After Game of…
I shall! :D I wanted to read the books, too, but only have the second one, which is kind of weird, now that I think about it - so I figured Id start with the show. c:
It’s very motivating to read again, I must say. Happened to me with the Simon Beckett Booky, that I started with the second one. Some things were really confusing.
Just start it, I loved it after ten minutes!
ohmercyme221 replied to your post: After Game of Thrones now Supernatural in…
Oooh, youre watching Supernatural? c: Thats one of my favourite shows! Though you reminded me that I need to watch GoT, too, hmm.
I liked it even before, but just saw single episodes on tv until now. I thought now, that I’m through with criminal minds and GoT it’s the perfect time, since I have for free days from monday on :D
Watch GoT, it’s amazing, It’s wo wonderful and interesting, and sad. Watch it!! I was struggling with reading the first book, sinc I’m in no reading mood lately, but nor I have to read it, because I need to know everything <3
ohmercyme221 replied to your post: hm&Im not sure if Fuck! is the best start for a…
Honestly, I kind of have a soft spot for bold starters like that. Especially ones that characterize well. c:
Haha, me too. that’s why I want to do this pretty bad. I love such characters :D
thanks fr this encouragement <33
Ham-jack and J-Bean.
Saluting Tambobill, Impressioniste and Kisssanitygoodbye, who have been here since the beginning.
Littleclaypot and billini80 and ciana23 were my first followers<3 . I love them dearly.
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ohmercyme221 replied to your post: Okay done with drawing practice for today. now TV…
Hah, oh god, the times I’ve forgotten I was playing a game are remarkable. uwu
that happens to me all the time. Since my pc is strong enough to handle a game and drawing a pic with an average amount of layers and several things in the background and due to the fact that I get distracted pretty easily I have hours of “gaming” where I acutally didn’t play. ;D
sehnsuchttraum replied to your post: ohmercyme221 replied to your post: meh. This piece…
Your writing is definitely, definitely not crap. I struggle with the same fear, but you write beautifully, and please, please, *please* dont stop.
Thank you for writing this. I think in the end I’m too persistend to simply give up. And I’m not always feeling this bad. and most od the times it’s fun. And even if I don’t know where I am in lack of feedback, I still hope I’m gettin gbetter and one day have a story that is nice and beautiful.
But it helps me a lot to know that there is someone who likes my writing and not just scrolls past my stuff. <3
ohmercyme221 replied to your post: ohmercyme221 replied to your post: meh. This piece…
Just my two cents here, of course, but I think theres a lot of merit to proceeding. Or at least Im hoping there is, because thats all Im doing, too. Pushing forward a story Ive grown to hate, and hoping that the end is worthwhile. *hugs*
This time it’s not even about the mainfic, with which I still do not know hat to do. It’s also about those little things. But like I’ve written above: I’m too stubborn and persistend to drop it. I will probably not write the whole AU. (I’m not able to create a working plot.) But I want to get better with everything, so getting better in something means you have to do it and not ranting about it and hoping that talent hits me with a hammer.
Thank you so much, hon. sometimes I just need some kind words. (where we are again at the attantion-whore).
My insecurity and my lacking self-confidence is killing me sometimes. Now is one of this moments. That I made the decision to write in a not native language daosn’t make it any better of course, and just feeds those two even more. But what would life be without any callenges…. *rolls eyes*
ohmercyme221 replied to your post: meh. This piece of text feels strange. especially…
*hugs* not attention-whore-y at all, hun. Writing is slippery, and easy to hate, I know it. But progression is always good, seriously. So long as you’re moving, you’re moving forward, right?
I’m not sure if I’m not treading water for some time. I can evaluate myself pretty bad.
I can’t see any progeress right now. I feel like I even moved backwards. A year ago I had more confidence about this. Idk. I feel like I’ve lied to myself in believing I can do this. Right now I feel like I just persuaded myself that I can produce something nice. Like everything I’ve written in the last year is crap.
ohmercyme221 replied to your post: 12 hours of work are no fun! Really. Its now…
Ah, I hope you have fun, dear! It really sounds like you deserve it. *lots of hugs*
Oh thank you. I definitely can need it. I’m so tired I can’t possibly even spell my name correctly. That’s why I actually left work, because what I wanted to do when I decided to stay longer wasn’t finished.
But something else needed my attention too and that was much more important. But it always have to be my most loved who leave us. It’s always the same. I hope her journey is over when I come back on monday.
ohmercyme221 replied to your post: ohmercyme221 replied to your post: It makes me sad…
I know that one. Expectations are tough things, because in a lot of ways youre entitled to them, but if something falls through it just& sucks more. Anyway, yes, definitely friends. *all the hugs!*
I put my hopes always to high. worst is I shouldn’t do that because I nearly everytime I fell right on my face and should know better.
Yes, friends <3 (I’m really smiling right now from ear to ear)
